I have always kind of wanted to have a secret. Something big, something that I got to hide away from the rest of the world. Something special that I got to know, but no one else did. I liked the idea of being that unique. All I could think about at the time was the fun, special side of such an Idea.
In all that day dreaming, I never once considered the weight it would put on my shoulders. Secrets are so much heavier than they look. And I am not nearly as strong as I thought I was.